Urgent to buy D:

I`ve got enough money now- this is my relatives` present for Birthday~ I`m going to buy smth useful for studing, for languages, creativity, for my own image and so on.

I wish i could buy perfect knoledge of german and english languages. Otherwise how am i going to live in Germany? DDx< And how could i sell my lazyness and buy strong memory and good attention, constantly strong motivation, constant confidence in myself, body energy? Mmm? *cryes*

I want it all (c)